rediscovering eden
But I wrote them for you
And anywhere I would be with you
No matter where, but for now we're here
So let's spin around again in this field of flowers we're in
-Sixpence None the Richer,'Field of Flowers'
dailies
Saturday, May 05, 2007
6:44 PM
I feel like such an idiot.
I really don't know what I want to do in life.
I know I like to draw, but that's about it.
SMU granted me a study award, so the interviewers weren't just being kind as I thought after all.
I would like to feel happy, but it's just the wrong university!!
I'm utterly confused, don't know where to go.
I would like to save my mom $20 000, and she's pushing me to go SMU because she feels that pure arts is impractical, and of course she will have so much more funds left for my brothers and all but I don't see what's so great over at SMU's SS curriculum.
So to save myself out of the mess I decided okay shall aim for political science in NUS, secondly history.
Useful right?
More 'useful' than eng lit anyway.
But the money is really staring me in the face and I can't ignore it.
I said I would seriously consider SMU if they gave me such an award thing and it has actually happened.
UGGHHHH
What I'd like right now is for someone to choose for me in such a way that I irreversibly have to go to the university picked.
Drats! So little time left to watch Goong.
